The last few days have been exhausting. I hesitate to write too much, due to the nature of what's going on at work, but this is my outlet.
I know someone is mad at me. I know many people feel sorry for me. I have become somewhat of a martyr for everyone who has been wronged at my school. I know someone feels guilty.
What I don't know is exactly why I was non-renewed. I have a meeting with all the integral parties tomorrow. I abhor confrontation. Should be fun.
I have fears, insomnia and overall anxiety - so I bought a new dress for the meeting. If it doesn't go well, I'll kick myself for not getting a new pair of shoes.